11 November 2009

Thinking about my future..

Until now, I don't know, about my life in the future.. And I don't feel worry..

      I'm so confused to choose what I want to be..Maybe, I will share about my dream..

My dream is :
1. Become a programmer
2. Become a success woman
3. Become, become and become..

             It's so many dream that I want to reach.. My parents let me choose my dream.. They said if you want to be success, you must study hard from now.. They give me motivation to reach my dream.. Whatever I want to be, they agree and give me motivation..

            I confused to choose.. If I choose to become a programmer, I don't sure.. I think I can become a programmer, but now in the school, there is a computer lesson. The computer lesson is confusing and I must think and think again about my decision to become a programmer.. And most of people said that a woman couldn't fit to become a programmer, because woman can't sit in front of computer to make programs.. And I can see most of people who study  computer and have a "S. Kom" in their last name, didn't work in computer's world.. Some of them become a sales..

           This week, I have got a computer project.. About two array dimensional... I'm so confused, because nobody in my group make this project.. Only me, work this project for them.. One of my friend think about-what  should we do-, but most of them only see..

          Now, in the library, I see the other of my friend work on team, not personal, make the computer project.. Depend on me, automatically I've got one thing -I'm sure that my friend don't have it-,  I can do better than them..


        

09 November 2009

I can't speak English well..

Ten years, five months..

I've got the english lesson, but until now I can't spak English very well..
One day, one of my friend told me that I couldn't speak English well.. She told that my english speak are "medok"-in Java language..

I know, English is important now.. English is used in business, in school, and everyone must study this language if they want to success. I think, we can't live without English..

I don't know what should I do to improved my English better.
Maybe, this article is one of "what should I do".. Maybe my English grammar is still "amburadul" and "kacau balau". But I must try and try again if I want my English will be better.


Hmmh, that's all..
Maybe, in other time I will write the English article again..